Past Lives
I've been on the computer all day and my vision is getting blurry. But I haven't been pointlessly surfing the net or checking myspace. I was actually trying to do something constructive. But when I did finally check myspace, I had a new friend request and I was like, ok, what weirdo is writing to me now about "let's hook up" and what-not....Well, it wasn't a guy. It was a girl who asked me if I remembered her, that we went to elementary school together! Now hold up a minute, I thought. Can this be?
You see, I have long wanted to hook up with old school chums from way way back, and I do mean way back, even before high school. For this Classmates dot com can't help. And alas, most gals get married and change their last name so I have no hope of finding them, even if I can remember their names, which I often can't. You see, I went to 3 elementary schools, 3 junior high schools and 5 high schools. So it's hard to keep track. But there are some very prominent memories of some great times with fun people I wish I could re-live. Sometimes the past is better off left alone though, so I hope this person doesn't ruin my wonderful memories for me, ha ha. No, I doubt she will. She says she has drawings I did. This is not uncommon. I want to contact my best friend from middle school because she kept 3 notebooks full of stories I wrote which she loved. She encouraged me a lot, she did, saying I was smarter than her and that I should be going on to Yale (as she did eventually). She read a lot, too, and we both became big fans of "Gone With the Wind", her favorite book. Good times in eigth grade! I lost track of her eventually. She got ready to go to Yale and I started hanging out with an out gay friend and that was where we parted ways. I wonder if she's a doctor now...?
You see, I have long wanted to hook up with old school chums from way way back, and I do mean way back, even before high school. For this Classmates dot com can't help. And alas, most gals get married and change their last name so I have no hope of finding them, even if I can remember their names, which I often can't. You see, I went to 3 elementary schools, 3 junior high schools and 5 high schools. So it's hard to keep track. But there are some very prominent memories of some great times with fun people I wish I could re-live. Sometimes the past is better off left alone though, so I hope this person doesn't ruin my wonderful memories for me, ha ha. No, I doubt she will. She says she has drawings I did. This is not uncommon. I want to contact my best friend from middle school because she kept 3 notebooks full of stories I wrote which she loved. She encouraged me a lot, she did, saying I was smarter than her and that I should be going on to Yale (as she did eventually). She read a lot, too, and we both became big fans of "Gone With the Wind", her favorite book. Good times in eigth grade! I lost track of her eventually. She got ready to go to Yale and I started hanging out with an out gay friend and that was where we parted ways. I wonder if she's a doctor now...?
5 Comments:
At 7:19 PM, RV3 said…
What elementary school did you attend?
(I went to Hoover for one years...)
At 7:25 PM, lucy4 said…
Yeah,Gone With the Wind is a real tour de force. I wonder what ever happened to that collage I did of the tragic love story of Lucy and Richard. Not that I thought it was a masterpiece but it would be interesting to see what I was thinking about back then.
At 9:14 PM, Spleengrrl said…
Er...just so you know, he might read this blog. Richard, that is. Actually, no...he used to but then it got blocked from his computer at work.
As for what I used to think "back then" it's usually cringe-worthy.
At 6:27 PM, lucy4 said…
I was not referring to it in a negative way as in, "What the hell was I thinking?!" I was just saying I was kinda crazy back then all teen angsty from living with my parents and the whole high school in El Monte experience. I've lost a lot of that anger/frustration and though it's better for me in the long run, I kinda miss it because a lot of my personal identity was all tied up with all that. Being normal is somewhat boring.
At 7:24 PM, Spleengrrl said…
It's weird...I had some terrible things happen in a personal way in junior high and in elementary school but it wasn't until high school that I really discovered angst. You didn't seem so angst-ridden though. You seemed to be pretty well adjusted. I guess it's all relative- I was hanging out with goths and metalheads and gay people- all drama all the time.
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